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Posted by adp
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2:46 PM
my horoscope for today...Whoa! What the heck was that? Did you just feel the earth move under your feet? Lately it feels like foundations that you take for granted no matter what are being awfully shifty and unreliable. It's important to remember that in this world, the only constant element is change. So while it feels like everything is in a state of upheaval, hold onto a sense of perspective and you'll be just fine.
--->for someone who hates change...me...it applies...yesterday, talked to a friend...and it was emotional torture...that feeling of being pushed away was there again...even friends need breathers maybe...and space?...and i can't accept that...that is what is wrong with me...
...i'm trying to live a serious life...and i don't think you guys are serious...i'm done with just having fun...doing nothing...talking about mundane and hypothetical things...blah, blah...that was the message i got...well, that was how i see it...and it hurts a big deal...felt like she was saying...ur not the kind of friends i like anymore...huhu...
never give up on friends...despite the changes...despite the hurt...
...and i will not...i will understand...
but there will definitely be changes...they gave up on me once...i will never forget that...if they need me...i will try to still be here...but i guess...if i need them...i will hesitate...i understand that some things are one sided..
...i will be missing the friend...i regret the fact that she's changing...and i can't cope up...now, i'm feeling very bitter...initial reaction to hurt...this phase will pass...but knowing me...it will never be forgotten...well, lesson learned...when you think a person will always be there...remember...always is such a big word...don't count on it...
...feeling so bitter...not liking it...=(
--->for someone who hates change...me...it applies...yesterday, talked to a friend...and it was emotional torture...that feeling of being pushed away was there again...even friends need breathers maybe...and space?...and i can't accept that...that is what is wrong with me...
...i'm trying to live a serious life...and i don't think you guys are serious...i'm done with just having fun...doing nothing...talking about mundane and hypothetical things...blah, blah...that was the message i got...well, that was how i see it...and it hurts a big deal...felt like she was saying...ur not the kind of friends i like anymore...huhu...
never give up on friends...despite the changes...despite the hurt...
...and i will not...i will understand...
but there will definitely be changes...they gave up on me once...i will never forget that...if they need me...i will try to still be here...but i guess...if i need them...i will hesitate...i understand that some things are one sided..
...i will be missing the friend...i regret the fact that she's changing...and i can't cope up...now, i'm feeling very bitter...initial reaction to hurt...this phase will pass...but knowing me...it will never be forgotten...well, lesson learned...when you think a person will always be there...remember...always is such a big word...don't count on it...
...feeling so bitter...not liking it...=(
