...after a supposedly busy weekend...

it was supposedly busy...mom's 50th bday celeb...plus uncle's bday and grandma's bday day after...and supposedly "licensing day"...but...it was boring!...hehe...got to eat a lot though...as in...i think i have to go on a diet for a month!

sad, sad...my cousin's suppose to help me get my driver's license today...but he's stucked with billiards...dah?...waited so long!...and was so excited this morning!...grrr...well, got to practice it seems...and i will i swear...

today was the pig-out day...feels like i gained about 10 pounds over the weekend...

...hearing all those woes and worries again...makes me wish i'm rich...pushes me to be rich...someday i hope...i wouldn't simply be there to hear it...but i would be capable to help...now...when on earth would i start working on it?

missed my sunday friends...missed the internet...feeling left out on events...but when i got back...its all in my mind...life doesn't go as fast as it would when i'm not on it...it could be...just the same...where i left it...

...still feeling senti over friendships and everything...i just love my friends...

...my heart?...still hurting...but my will...is getting stronger...

...sad?...a little bit...but now more empowered...and determined to be my own happiness...if u know what i mean...

...looking forward on the week...and the weekend!...want to work so damned hard...now, where's that work?...hehe