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...wala lang gusto ko lang isulat...
Posted by adp
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6:55 PM
...na today...i played only two games of badminton...and he was there...and i felt that irritating feeling of never good enough...or not being played with fairly...haha...still remembered...a friend once said...would you rather he hit you with those smashes and make you feel a loser?...he's just being a gentleman...nyahaha...so like him...and nope, i don't want being beaten up on court...much so being hit with those flying shuttlecocks...i admit...i am secretly a sore loser...but i am honestly a good sport also...labo...eniweis...i was just reminded...maybe i just think so high of him...but the point is...why the heck does it matter...i know playing with coach, i would not mind at all...got just one answer...power trip...my favorite pasttime...oooppppsss, i learned pasttimes are bad...hehe, this definitely is bad...mwahahaha...
eniweis, home at 5:30! so early! yep...and no dinner out...no mall tour...haha...and my water bottle?...is still full...hehe...but its ok...one playmate is injured...and there is a testosterone fight on the court...could not definitely level with them yet...and eveyone's got something else to do...
i missed my good old playmates...all of them...or all of us...before the chaos...hehe...but i know i shouldn't be looking back...i missing a lot more in front of me...
...but i'm glad i'm home early...but then i'm not...coz i got into a very ugly conversation with my mom...and now i remember this morning, she said i have adhd...and that i always do answer bach...tongue of steel eh?...hay, i know...she will never understand...the difference of answering back and being outspoken...should i just cut my tongue?...eeewww...haha...nxt time, i'll just try to pretend i could not speak...she rarely listens to my explanations eniweis...scary but i guess when you can't get along...you pretty much d same...waaahhhh!
haha...got to go...tv time na...
i am just glad...i really am getting ok...despite the presence of that heartache (nanaman!)...haha...yup, i am getting better...
eniweis, home at 5:30! so early! yep...and no dinner out...no mall tour...haha...and my water bottle?...is still full...hehe...but its ok...one playmate is injured...and there is a testosterone fight on the court...could not definitely level with them yet...and eveyone's got something else to do...
i missed my good old playmates...all of them...or all of us...before the chaos...hehe...but i know i shouldn't be looking back...i missing a lot more in front of me...
...but i'm glad i'm home early...but then i'm not...coz i got into a very ugly conversation with my mom...and now i remember this morning, she said i have adhd...and that i always do answer bach...tongue of steel eh?...hay, i know...she will never understand...the difference of answering back and being outspoken...should i just cut my tongue?...eeewww...haha...nxt time, i'll just try to pretend i could not speak...she rarely listens to my explanations eniweis...scary but i guess when you can't get along...you pretty much d same...waaahhhh!
haha...got to go...tv time na...
i am just glad...i really am getting ok...despite the presence of that heartache (nanaman!)...haha...yup, i am getting better...
