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7th weekend and might be the last
Posted by adp
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7:48 PM
It's the 7th weekend spent in the hospital...
I'm so immersed my schedule probably revolves around it...hahaha
Sadly I had to drop my Sat class...=(
It had been cooperative the first saturdays...I only had to be absent on 1 meeting...but can't catch up on school works...despite my friends and classmates immense help...Add to that I'm totally out of sync on the subject...Not doing so good with my other class... But it is a learning experience. I have a great teacher...and hopefully, my plan to study immensely on the the next 4 days will pay off.
The past month was quite difficult...but as of the moment I cant say life changing. Haven't change anything monumental yet...Except volunteering to pay the bills and sacrificing the fun spending life...haha... But I pre-empt a lot of decisions to be made...I am hesitant but amazingly I'm not afraid.
For whatever reason...I think I was prepared for this in some ways...Well atleast on the emotional and spiritual part...I'm so proud of myself from being faithful, hopeful and submissive...I remembered..."be ready, be faithful"
There is one aspect in my life right now that needs a major, major overhaul...one thing I would've corrected a long time but my laziness prevents me to do so...As I struggle in our family situation, I internally struggle as well with my self...more difficult so...I'm not making much progress...But at least I'm taking minute step closer to repair it...
My goal is to make things right the latest december... I plan to have a smooth start on 2011...I have to face the fact that I'm no longer on the shocking pink phase...I need to be in the light pink phase.
I'm so immersed my schedule probably revolves around it...hahaha
Sadly I had to drop my Sat class...=(
It had been cooperative the first saturdays...I only had to be absent on 1 meeting...but can't catch up on school works...despite my friends and classmates immense help...Add to that I'm totally out of sync on the subject...Not doing so good with my other class... But it is a learning experience. I have a great teacher...and hopefully, my plan to study immensely on the the next 4 days will pay off.
The past month was quite difficult...but as of the moment I cant say life changing. Haven't change anything monumental yet...Except volunteering to pay the bills and sacrificing the fun spending life...haha... But I pre-empt a lot of decisions to be made...I am hesitant but amazingly I'm not afraid.
For whatever reason...I think I was prepared for this in some ways...Well atleast on the emotional and spiritual part...I'm so proud of myself from being faithful, hopeful and submissive...I remembered..."be ready, be faithful"
There is one aspect in my life right now that needs a major, major overhaul...one thing I would've corrected a long time but my laziness prevents me to do so...As I struggle in our family situation, I internally struggle as well with my self...more difficult so...I'm not making much progress...But at least I'm taking minute step closer to repair it...
My goal is to make things right the latest december... I plan to have a smooth start on 2011...I have to face the fact that I'm no longer on the shocking pink phase...I need to be in the light pink phase.
