...sad day today...had a big senseless fight with someone...never settled...never will be...makes me want to crave independence...

...it is the forever question of how will they understand...and when there are times i seemed not to understand myself...i'll think of the horror of this...

...and vow to try not to repeat history...

haaayyyy, life is really complicated and however you live it...you'll never be ready for it...

...got to be positive...raise those shields in my heart...