...what life should be worth of...

This is my favorite picture of Sheng. This picture solely shows how much she had contributed to the world. Raising 4 beautiful kids (now 5) is a big contribution to life that most of us might not able to give.

29...a very small number...if somebody says i'd die at 29, I'd probably cry myself to my death cause i haven't been significant to the world in whatever way. I'd be such a waste of creation. But at 29, this woman had given a lot.

That's what I realized on her untimely death. Life is definitely shorter than what we expect it to be. Be significant. Be a blessing to others and be useful! In whatever way make sure everyday is something you could be proud of.

Sheng will surely be missed. She need not worry about the loves of her life that she left. I picture God embracing her and telling her that its her time to rest. God will take care of all her worries. I need not say this to God cause I know he already knows...Sheng did a great job on earth...and all of us who knew her on earth could attest to that.


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I love!

I loved this so much I made it my ring tone and my alarm. It makes me happy in the mornings.


Something to be proud of

I battled my inner brat last week and won...woohoo!...a little more added effort I'd be a changed person! (haha, sort of)...weeee...no 11's on my timecard...i have a feeling the brat will retaliate to regain power...but i won't let it!...I am better than what I am now...I know!...still brat can't take away my proud happiness...*smiles*

heartsong...for the moment

...baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me he's worst

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again